Sry I haven't been on since two days ago. I've been helping my mom with this garage sale which was soooooo boring. Those poor people who bought all of our junk, they're not going to get much use out of it :]
Oh, and I lost my cell phone like 6 months ago, so I bought a new one, right. Well my mom just found my old one, how weird is that!
Anyway, onto the things that you may or may not care about.
Alot of stuff had happened over the last 3 days.
1)Stephenie Meyer is all pissed off at the people who leaked Midnight Sun on the internet and has posted 200+ pages on her website. I have to say in my own oppinion, that Edward's POV on twilight is a little bit of a snoozer.
2)I sent my 1st 3 chapters off to my editor and i'm waiting for her response.
3)I saw Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2 and loved it.
4)I'm switching bedrooms with the office.
5)I'm still editing Flawed and don't know when I'll be done.
and finally,
6)I had a dream about Jason.
So the dream went something like this. (just to let you know, I'm Phoebe in both real life and in the dream).
Also, i'm typing this up as if it were in the book, and I'm not sure whether or not i want to actually put it in the book. Maybe book 3.
Enjoy:
Jason hugged me closely as we laid on the sand, letting the sun warm my back. It felt so welcoming, just lying there in his arms; the feeling only assured me even more that I belonged there, in those arms. The loud roar of Jason's heart in my ear was soothing, a sound that I could never get over, because that only continued to convince me that he was alive, as the both of us have had both our fare shares of near-death experiences.
My thoughts drifted to that of the previous night, and my heart accelerated insanely fast. We had meshed so perfectly together, like two puzzle pieces meant to be connected.
"You ok Fee? You're heart spead up," Jason asked, staring at me with those wonderful blue eyes.
I nodded and smiled. Jason caressed my cheek with his soft fingers.
"I love you," I whispered as I kissed him lightly.
"I love you too," Jason smiled once we broke apart.
[Fast forward a few weeks]
Life in the Cross house had become normal with nothing threatening our lives anymore. The more I lived there, the more I began to miss my house with my family. It was weird, not hearing my little sister running arround the house, or the sounds of renevations on something inside that house, whether it be the floor or the roof. Audrey and Damian still hadn't come back from their trip to another coven in Canada, and Peyton and Caleb were oddly quiet lately.
Jason spent the majority of his time with me. We cuddled alot, mostly because he knew I liked to. I still hadn't convinced him yet, to change me that is, even though we were already married. That was a matter that I always wanted to talk about, and Jason always tried to avoid it.
Tonight was different though. Most of the Crosses had gone out to hunt for afflicted creatures, but Peyton and I remained in the big house. She and I were hanging out in her and Caleb's room while she turned their bathroom upside down in search for something.
"Ugh! Why can't I find any!?" Peyton exclaimed.
"What are you looking for?" I asked.
"Tampons, I started my period today," Peyton explained.
"Oh," I replied.
My thoughts drifted to my own monthly schedule. As I counted back the days since my last cycle, I realized something; I was a week and a half late. That wasn't normal for me. I had always been on time, every time; it would start at 9:00am and ended at 9:00pm on the 3rd day. Then my thoughts once more drifted back to that night.
"Crap!" I exclaimed, almost missing a heart beat as I had put two and two together.
"What?" Peyton asked.
"I'm a week and a half late," I replied. "And, Jason and I - er."
"No! You did? Really?" Peyton exclaimed.
I nodded when she poked her head out of the bathroom door.
"Then, oh no. You can't be!" Peyton exclaimed.
"I might be!" I said, probably turning an off shade of white.
"Pregnant? Wow," Peyton murmured.
I gulped.
"And it's not like we can take a test for it. You have to wait 2 weeks," Peyton whispered.
I pulled out my phone from my pocket and speed dialed Jason.
"Hey, you've reached Jason. I'm not here right now, so leave a message and I'll get back to you soon," his machine said into the phone.
I hung up the phone before the beep came.
"I can't tell him," I whispered. "I can't be, pregnant."
"Well, we won't know for 3 more days," Peyton replied.
I gulped.
3 days?!?! I can't wait that long!
[3 days later]
The rest of the family had returned from the trip and Jason had somehow forced the news out of me. He had turned pale, just as I had, and today was judgement day. I was pacing in the bathroom, waiting for peyton to return from the store. As I waited, I heard Jason pacing inside the bedroom. He too, was nervous about what was going to come from this. Suddenly Peyton came galivanting through the door with the little box of hope in her hands.
Ok, sorry to interupt at this good part, but I have to go. I'll post the rest up later.
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P.S. Bella, I know what your thinking, but the outcome isn't what you think it is.
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