Ok... It's sunk in...

Coming Home by City and Colour

So, as some of you may know, my grandma died about a week ago. And it's actually sunk in that she's dead. Let's just say I was kinda crying at 1 in the morning last night :,[

Anyway, On a happier note:

I have completely planned out book one and the manuscript should be done soon. I figured out what was wrong with my book [and let me tell you, it was bugging me hella bad]. The thing that was bugging me was that there was a character who didn't have a voice. From the beginning I never really had a solid reason for Phoebe to move to Trinidad, and now I do. Her grandma, Clemence Posey, is 71 years old and dying; so her dad and her have to go care for her. Though her grandma is 71, she looks like she is 40 [*cough cough* she's a Nymph *cough cough*]. She's the reason that Phoebe is part Nymph (Nyrix - Phoenix = Nymph). Guys can't be Nymphs, so that's why her dad doesn't have any powers.

This decision also helped me solidify how Jason and Phoebe meet. Jason is required to do community service for him 'homeschooling' so he helps out Phoebe's grandma arround the house. Because of this, a very entertaining scene involving a nightmare, a thunderstorm, and Phoebe waking up sleeping on Jason, occurs. This is one of my favorite parts of the book because it's so awkward that you can feel the "uh...what's going on" jumping up from the page.

Also I forgot to add in more of today's new:

1) no, he hasn't asked me to homecomming [darn you!]
2) I hurt my wrist in cheerleading and am really pissed at some of the girls on the squad
3) the 3 hour premire of Heros is on tonight! [yeah! woo hoo! hurray! FINALLY!!]

Well, I g2g now :]

Oh, wait. also:

muhahahahahhaha! victory is mine! Cassanova and Bella are slowly [and this is on Bella's terms] becomming closer and maybe a couple! [in like 10 years when Bella actually figures out how to flirt with him and actually have him notice]....

haha, love u bella :]

(don't kill me)